9.11.2010

fear

I write in this blog as if I have something that needs to be heard. Like there is some supreme secret that only I have realized, and that if I just blog about it someone else will see and their lives will be changed. All we really want to do is have a positive impact on the world and its people. All we really want is to make the world a better place. I know there are several ways to go about it, but how much of a difference can words really make? I suppose it depends on who is reading the words, and how elegantly they are pasted together...

I have a lot of thoughts and I want to share them with the world. I have the desire to be desired, I have the drive to be driven. All I need is the proper machine to take me to my destination. A machine crafted out of thoughts expanded to ideas expanded to webpages. Pages that most people will never read, and out of those that do most will never really understand. Perhaps that is because what I say isn't right. Everyone makes mistakes. But I feel like it is, and some of the people who have read the pages seem to agree to some degree. The inkling that I am onto something bigger makes me press on and keep writing. Whether or not my writings will ever be of any use to anyone other than myself, I'm unsure. But this fear alone is not enough to prevent me from trying. If we live our lives encapsulated by fear, we will never feel the breeze of freedom.

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